some motivation
Here's a bit of my story:
Fell in love with a girl I knew from high school. Watched her go through 3 different boyfriends, I was always the one there for her. She knew I had a thing for her. Eventually, she came right out and told me that she could never be with me because I wasn't "physically attractive". After a week-long binge, during which I found the Atkins book, I started the diet.
First Monday of May 2000
21 years old, just finished 2nd year university
weight: 325lbs
clothes: size 58 jeans, XXXL t-shirt - both only in BLACK special ordered from jc penny
virgin, never had a girlfriend, never even kissed a girl
had a permanent rash on my thighs from my legs rubbing together.
First two weeks were difficult. But by the end of the month, I found I wasn't hungry at all, eating a lot less, losing weight like crazy, feeling more energetic. I kept telling myself, "If you keep at it, maybe one day you'll weigh 250, and maybe then you'll be able to have SEX!"
I didn't do a lot of exercise - mostly, I took walks. I hated walking at first, but once you start losing weight, it stops being an effort to go outside, and it becomes very enjoyable, relaxing, and you feel so free. I was alive!
I stopped craving carbohydrates completely! It was like chocolate and ice cream didn't even exist!
To make a long story short:
First Monday of May 2001
22 years old, just finished 3rd year university
weight: 198 lbs
clothes: size 36 jeans, large t-shirt, bought from the mall
getting laid by one of the most beautiful women I'd ever seen
no rash
Best revenge:
On a trip home during the summer, I went to a party and saw the former love who didn't find me "physically attractive". A few days later a friend told me that SHE now had a thing for ME. The following Friday I told her to her face that I was dating her (much more physically attractive) ex-best friend. THAT is satisfaction.
The downside:
Current weight: 243
Reason: got lazy and just rested on my accomplishment for 2 years.
My girlfriend loves to cook, and I love to eat. She weighs 98 pounds. I am finding out the hard way that I can't eat like her.
Upside: I've done it before, and I'll do it again. This time I'm going to hit 190, and I'm never going to be over 200 again. I can tell you from experience - you absolutely CAN lose the weight, and (if you're diligent) you CAN keep it off, and it is ABSOLUTELY worth it.
Don't give up your life over an ice cream cone or a cookie. It's not worth it. Now, I need you guys to help me get back to where I should be!
I want to hit 200 by the end of summer!
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