Morning everyone.
Sherri, my Italian went by the wayside, when had to deal with so much going on But, I just began it again. Started from the beginning, ordered a couple of workbooks, and even started making note cards! I am excited about it.
Becky, wow, glad he is doing better!
See a couple of weddings happened. Neat. Crazy at times but I love weddings.
Nice and hot today but can feel the difference in the air. Nights and mornings are a little cooler, even though the days are warm to hot.
Everything has taken much longer to get done than hubby and I thought. The deck is just getting finished and we remodeled one of the bathrooms and that is just getting finished. Guess cuz we are older, the energy runs out faster than before. Someday will post photos.
Really don't know why I ever thought all this remodeling would be fun. I just find it exhausting. I like the results but the process is a pain in the ass. Hubby and I are living at Home Depot. Not enough of something or the wrong size of something else, or warped boards delivered, or something lost and absolutely needed. AHHH!
And there is so much left to do. Had a few unexpected expenses like the water heater breaking down, and pipes under the house were cracked and needed to be replaced. Oh and lets not forget the electrical needed work. So expensive!
The pipes really ticked me off. Should have been caught in the house inspection. If we ever buy again am getting my own plumber, electrician and contractor to check everything out. We probably wouldn't have bought this house if things had been disclosed and should have been if the inspector had been worth his salt...
Things settling down nicely. Don't know if you are interested but DS2 was accepted into a nursing program! Girlfriend kicked out and he is a new person! Or should I say the person I always knew. He is not talking about it but he hasn't seen her in 3 weeks. Believe he broke up with her or her him but he is back to being kind, caring and helpful.
No longer being treated like the enemy. He is seeing his friends again, talking to his brother, bro's gf, hubby and me. Like a transformation. We all are kind of shell shocked from it all. I am thanking God everyday but only now am believing the change.
I, in no way, believe everything is hunky dory but am grateful that the girl is gone. Things need to be addressed but am giving it time to heal. I have so many questions I would like to ask him, especially if he learned anything from this fiasco but won't. I am hoping he at least learned that someone so divisive is a cancer that needs to be cut out. That he deserves to be treated better.
If it had just been me, I would have thought I really needed help. But hubby, his friends, brother and his gf, even the neighbor were appalled by this girl.
I have only met a couple of people in my whole life who were this bad. Truly. Someone who presents well but has this whole agenda going on to get his/her way. And does not care who or how it affects anyone, as long as the results are gotten that was wanted.
I think she saw someone very vulnerable, kind and insecure with my son. She knew a lot of psychology and how to use it to turn everything into why things were his fault. I know that more than once I heard her tell him how lucky he was to have her, how she could help him. She even told me once that maybe I needed to go through her to talk to him, since he didn't communicate well. That didn't go over very well with me, as you might imagine....And you can bet I let her know that...
My list is long on the things that made me crazy. I talked with therapist. Presented only facts. Really wanted to know if it was me. Was I just dominating? Over controlling? I needed the truth.
Although fearful, I wanted the truth. I was ready to tackle it head on. I have to say it was totally reassuring to hear that she thought the girl was a sociopath and emotionally abusive.
Hubby and I also think that DS2 needed us to boot her. He needs to get some strength but he was in over his head and just didn't know how to deal with it. I think she got him to doubt himself so much that he didn't know which way to turn.
I have some resources for him, when he is ready. His confidence has already risen. I think getting into this nursing program has given him a new lease on life.
For someone who was told over and over that he couldn't communicate (by her), who became someone who couldn't communicate, he is talking up a storm.
So things are better. For the first time, I truly feel like I have some peace. I didn't come home to a home of peace, I came home to a warzone. I believe it is now over.
I learned a lot.
Now I need to get back on track. Like you Lois, I saw a low weight, 158 for me and I want to get back there. Would love to see 140 but 155 would just be "tickety boo. "
That's my goal and I'm sticking to it.....
Happy Wednesday!