I like this thread
Have to say - I wouldn't be here if it weren't for those people who *didn't* disappear when they were struggling. Not kidding about this.
I don't know how to explain this, but seeing people hang in, despite all kinds of issues, made the difference for me. It's a lot more realistic to see someone talk about struggling, than to read nothing but seemingly perfect success stories.
If there were nothing but perfect success stories on here, I
never would have gotten this far. It's actually kind of difficult to see the posts where someone's having fabulous success, right off the bat - because this isn't the reality for me. Believe it or not, seeing those 'perfect' success stories sometimes made me feel like a failure. It was the not-so-perfect stuff that gave me hope and got me believing that maybe I
might be able to do this after all. Somehow, some way. Eventually.
Here's hoping more people will feel 'ok' about posting the real stuff - the struggles, the frustrations, the long hauls. About getting nowhere. What it's like to think, 'why bother?' or that it's just not possible. Yeah, I know - sounds weird, but if we don't talk about it then we're living in some kind of fairy-tale. We're telling ourselves that there's only one way, that we have to be 110% on plan all the time, for months, years or whatever. That we can't even breathe or mess up even in the slightest. Yikes!
I will admit, that in the beginning - I always looked to those seemingly 'perfect' success stories. It was exciting and motivating, just for a short while.
Thing is - real life got in the way. And then, it was the stories of struggle, disappointment and failure that became my inspiration. If they could do it, even only 2% of the time, then so could I.
And just for the record, it's taken me 1,642 days so far.
And, I feel like I just said something horribly wrong there because I didn't lose umpteen pounds in mere weeks. On July 1st, it will have been 4 and a half years.
Signed,
Official member of the Hills & Valleys club.