Wed, Feb-06-02, 18:17
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Senior Member
Posts: 563
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Plan: Atkins/ Protein Power
Stats: 173/140/140
BF:2ndX w/ Atkins
Progress: 100%
Location: Memphis, TN
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Thanks..
Well, concerning support, it depends. Some of my friends are awesome and everytime I see them, they encouraging. However, I have my share of friends that are constantly nagging me, "you're getting to skinny" or "you don't need to lose anymore"...I'm definitely not too skinny - size 6-8. This is the first time I've ever watched my weight and it's taken my boyfriend some time to get used to it (we live together). He's used to 4 am pizzas and McDonald breakfasts - and I wonder why I put on weight, I ate like a boy for three years. At first, I really wanted people to notice (I mean that's a modivator in itself), but now I feel uncomfortable. I run into friends from freshman year at the bars and it's always the same - "wow." I mean don't get me wrong, this is the best and my selfesteem is through the roof. It's funny because sometimes I hope I don't think that I look better than I really do...lol. For example, I'll be looking at really tight jeans and wonder can I really where this? I still try on two sizes bigger than I really wear when I go to stores.
I lost about 13 in the first month and I'm sure some of it was water weight too, but I still felt amazing. It's like if I eat more carbs than I should - I feel gross and bloated. This way of eating makes me feel so good about myself - you know? So, if you feel better, that's all that matters, but the 10 lbs. is amazing.
Are you finishing up NW this year? What your major?
After I hit my goal, the first thing I'm doing is buying a pair of Paper Jeans, or Seven Jeans. Before, there was no way I was spendig that much money of fat jeans and I can't buy them now b/c they won't fit later...so I just have to wait...
Erin
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