Hi...I only just started to investigate CAD but I would like to answer some of the questions if that's ok.
1. How did you feel when you were out of control? Hunger levels? Physically? Mental/Emotionally? What are carb cravings like?
From the time of my very first diet, I have had a love/hate relationship with food. My hunger is pretty much constant. It's scary how I can be so hungry all the time. Somehow, though, until fairly recently (after the birth of my second son), I have managed to remain a "normal" weight. I have at times eaten so much that I had to lie on my side to make a "pocket" of space in my stomach in which to stuff the food. It's horrible. Always hungry, hungry, hungry, night and day, even after a meal...or rather, *especially* after a meal. It makes me feel horrible. I feel like a huge slobby pig. I know I don't need this much food. I know it. But I get this "draw" toward the food just like I have a draw toward cigarettes (something else I'm working on).
2. How many other "diets" have you done? Name them. Did any of these successfully control your carb cravings? What were the ultimate results? How did you feel when/if you regained the weight? Did you regain even more weight than you lost?
In high school, the only way I could lose weight was by not eating all day (literally...nothing) and then having one piece of food each night. Not one meal, one piece. Like a small hamburger pattie or a Cup O' Noodles. I was walking to and from school (30 minutes each way) plus gym class each day, so I was getting exercise. I reasoned that I was constantly hungry this way, but I was constantly hungry even when I *was* eating, so what was the difference? My mother urged me into my first diet at age 11. I was "Crisco, fat in the can," "lard ass," "jellly belly" and "jutt butt" to her (at 120 lbs.). I went down to 112 pounds by skipping breakfast and having lunch & dinner and no snacks. After that it got harder to maintan my weight and that's when I went on my one piece of food a day diet. My mother applauded me.
As an adult, I heard about Susan Powter and I ate, ate, ate low-fat foods and I ballooned up to 145 pounds. I starved myself back down to 125. At age 36 I had my second son. After he was born, I weighed 155 pounds. I went on Zoloft and went up to 175 pounds. Starvation diets don't work anymore. I starve and starve but the weight doesn't budge. I tried Atkins and lost a few pounds, down to 165, but I found myself cheating all the time...just hungry, hungry, hungry.
3. How did you find CAD/CALP and how did you feel when you did?
Now here's something interesting. I discovered CAD in 1992. Yes, 1992. I read it cover to cover. I KNEW something was wrong. But I was too scared to move up from one piece of food a day. I figured I would just pig out until I exploded. More recently, I discovered CAD on this site, while doing Atkins. I don't know how I feel about it yet, but I'm hoping and hoping and hoping that it will cure my sick relationship with food.
4. How long on CAD/CALP did it take for the cravings to go away? How many times did you have to restart (not a day or two off plan and right back on but giving in to the cravings and/or binging and having to restart)?
I can't answer this one yet.
5. Where are you in your CAD/CALP journey? Has your relationship with food normalized? Somewhat? Are you still at the "Kid in the Candy Store Syndrome" stage? Do you feel in control?
I had my Kid in a Candy Store thing while on Atkins. I could eat mayo???? No WAY! It was pretty thrilling. I don't know whether this will make me feel in control yet but I am thanking God that I found other people who have been through this torture...I am very sorry anyone at all has had to go through this, but at least I'm not alone and I'm not crazy. I wish no one ever had to go through this.
6. What is the "Kid in the Candy Store Syndrome"? Did you go through it? How long, if ever, did it take for you to get past it?
(see above)
7. Is CAD/CALP for life to you or just until you lose the weight? Do you feel you can do it for life?
If this heals me, I would like to do it for life.
8. What has CAD/CALP done for you and would you recommend it to others?
I don't know yet, but I do know I would recommend the book, at least, to others. I think a person shouldn't give up until he or she finds a solution to his or her issues with food and cravings.
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When I first read this thread, I was bawling like a baby. I couldn't believe other people had gone through this too. I thought I was just "a pig" and "out of control" and that other people could "do" diets without a problem. I scored Moderate on the CAD test, although I was kind of underestimating some of the questions just to be sure I wasn't "trying" to be scored as a carbohydrate addict...so if truth be told, I'm probably in the Severe category. Thank you for posting this thread. It is hard to answer those questions but it's also very honest to do so, and it's good to get off our chests these feelings we've been having so long.
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