Hi all,
Nic---I kind of get what you mean about settling into this a bit---although there are still good and bad days, but then there always was. I'm so happy to hear
you happier and enjoying the fam.
Had a nice little LOL about your deal with your hubby, I'll cut your hair, no griping.
My hubs had just gotten a short hair cut before the sky fell, and thankfully he has gorgeous wavy hair that looks good long too, as he would never let me touch his head w/a scissors, and this is a guy who is NOT vain, and still he fears the very idea of such a thing.
SO COOL, that you have this long term doula client right now. Being pregnant is it's own job in normal times, and to have you on the ride right now is such a gift to that lucky woman!
Interesting story. My niece recently had a baby girl. My SIL is an OBGYN. Niece had long planned for her to be there at the birth, but w/the virus, hospital would not allow her in the room unless she was a doula!!! So, SIL went right ahead and got her doula certificate, after delivering babies for over 40 years. SIL said she enjoyed it, seeing things from a different POV.
Jaz---Oh, I don't know who loves your weekends more, me or you. Kidding of course, the correct answer is YOU. Still, I just feel so relieved and happy for you when I know your cozy in your dollhouse w/Bella. You always seem to keep your balance between staying busy and finding time to relax.
And yeah, I can see where it's hard to make the decision as to when your son or friend can come to visit. They are both recovered from the virus, right? Still, there are so many issues. Like do recovered people have immunity and for how long? AND, equally important, can you take on guests right now, no matter how much you love 'em.
Trig---You are our strongest fighter right now when it comes to the woe. I appreciate you sharing your moments of temptation, otherwise I'd think we are dealing with Woe Wonder Woman---no fair.
But you have made some of your struggles very clear, and as far as I can see, the alligator lost.
But y'know, I really get it. You have done such a fabulous job in this last year and lost SO MUCH WEIGHT. Really, we all get used to gains and losses here, up and down etc, but you have lost, what is it, over 25 pounds? That is SO HUGE---LOL, in more ways than one. So you really have investment in not letting the Big V or anything else take that away from you. BRAVO GIRL. I so admire what you've done and ARE DOING.
Lori---Totally cool that you cleared out and re-made your own at home exercise room. Man, if you could figure out how to get YouTube hooked up to your TV it would be so great. There are TONS of good work outs on YouTube. Or, maybe consider getting a smart TV for your exercise room. This is such a priority for you and really, what else are we doing w/our money these days?
I think you might find the investment worth it. When was work out girl, for many years, I started at a club, and I enjoyed that. But then I got married, had kid, life got busier and I couldn't always squeeze in the club. So for years, I exercised out of my home. Had a blockbuster collection of work out DVDs---such were the times. I could do SO MANY different kinds of work outs, depending on what I felt like that day. And I will say, I was NEVER more fit or buff in my life than when I was working out via home video.
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Hey gals, if you don't know it yet, HBO and Showtime are free right now, probably at least thru early May. So hubs and I started watching "Succession" on HBO. OMG, this series is TONS OF FUN! It's a drama about a media dynasty family, each fam member more dysfunctional than the next. The writing is exquisite for this kind of thing, the plotting first rate. If you start watching now you can probably tuck in both seasons free. First series hubby and I have binged in a long time.
So I got on the scale today. 3 pounds up. Not surprised. kind of surprised it hasn't happened before this as I have NOT been on plan. OTOH, I have not been eating like crazy either. My body has always loved a set point, so today's number showed me it might be looking for a new, higher set point, and I have to keep my eye on that.
I said at the beginning of this, if I come out of this no heavier and no thinner than I went in, I will be totally satisfied. So today's foray onto the scale told me, like Lori and Nic, gotta pull it back in a bit.
Will be honest to say I have no intention of going full force at my LC woe right now. BUT, I HAVE found that I can maintain my weight w/a bit of effort. Which was kind of surprising to me that's all it took. Not a full fledged scared of every carb that passes my lips approach. Need to emphasize this is about maintaining, not losing. Oh yes, losing takes a BIG EFFORT. Not there mentally right now for all reasons understandable.
So along w/the rest of you guys here who are just sayin' you need to do a bit better, I'm with you.