Sun, Jul-26-20, 22:29
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Senior Member
Posts: 253
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Plan: <20g when motivated
Stats: 229/219/145
BF:40%/40.6%/less
Progress: 12%
Location: France
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Hi y'all. Thanks. Yeah I forgot to start the new thread (which I just now took care of).
Emy, everybody is different. But for me, it's the anxiety that is causing the urges. Not the urges that create the anxiety. You aren't crazy darling. You obviously want to lose weight and are quite good at it from what I've seen. So it's not some messed up behaviour on your part that is the cause of this situation. It's very likely the anxiety, which can exist for no ****ing good reason (immune system imbalance is suspected as the cause, but nobody really knows for sure.). You can have an entirely peaceful, worry-free existence, and suffer from that weird evening anxiety (and it's so screwed up!!!... always playing tricks with your mind, making you feel a weird combo of guilty and paranoid (my experience)).
Explore ways to treat the anxiety. I can't stress this enough... finding a crutch for this BS anxiety stuff takes a load of guilt and worry and trappedness off the shoulders.
Sorry if I'm over-enthusiastic about this, but finding a way to handle my anxiety did great things for me, and if I can convince somebody else going through the same hell to experiment ways of dealing with it, I will have done something good today.
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