Fri, Mar-05-04, 14:39
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There and Back Again
Posts: 1,590
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Plan: Atkins
Stats: 200/194.4/140
BF:42%/42%/20%
Progress: 9%
Location: Northern Colorado
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A light in the darkness...
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Originally Posted by gotbeer
Lots of "down" times. I'd lost both my parents to death by the time I was 21; the love of my life died when she was 24 (I was 26). I'm still single at 44 - again, I'm just reporting what life was like for me in the carb world.
Depression is a wicked hodgepodge. I can't believe in a god because I've experienced no epiphanies, and the illogic of emotional faith is closed to me. So it goes. (Thanks, so much, dear God, for my defective brain. Love that flogging of Jesus thing, though. Really inspiring to those of us whose pain is a low, long-term whimper, rather than a bloody couple of hours. Well done.)
The comments about my weight loss are coming almost daily now from those women I work with. It is hard to be depressed with so many affirmations from those I'm not supposed to be attracted to (but am, anyway).
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You've done a tremendous job beating your depression. Speaking as one of many in your fan club, we admire your success and the knowledge you continuously share with us a great deal.
You know that despite the heavy trials you have faced in your life, gotbeer, you bring a great deal of light to a great many people perhaps as a result of those trials.
In effect, you have been flogged in your life experience by the loss of those whom you have loved, but despite that your positive energy is a light on this forum to so many of us, and apparently one in real life as well.
To see the miracles in life is only about looking into a new dimension--it's not about oohs and aahs and rituals. Whether or not you believe in god is immaterial. Miracles are around us every day-- when we are able to cope with adversity, and every single time we do something out of kindness or a spirit to help others or receive kindness or a hand up. The nature of the universe is mostly barren and lifeless, so every particle of light and positive thought is itself something to marvel on.
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