I've had a ton of therapy that looked for causes of regrettable food choices other than the food, and I now think it's 95% the food - the physical part from nutrition, and 5% our learned habits around getting ourselves fed, and response to trauma, stress, and so on.
I did learn all this through another online group. So I think if you can find someone who ties together the physical and behavioral, that would be helpful.
Just some things I learned -
Poor impulse control. Low serotonin means literally low impulse control because serotonin is the neurotransmitter that allows for the THINK part of impulse>think>react. With poor serotonin it's impulse>react. What makes whacked out serotonin levels? carb poisoning and not enough sat fats and protein. But it takes weeks to level this out (just like it takes weeks to experiment with SSRIs, the drugs for raising serotonin levels by manipulating brain chemicals - sheesh). I was a low serotonin person.
Crisis living, risk seeking, drama queening - for me, this can be from the endorphin cycle, the highs and lows. Also hitting dopamine. Excess carb eating changes the brain chemical receptors so you need the white powder foods, I mean carbs, to feel good and feel awful when the effect wears off. What restores the dopamine and endorphin system to non-upregulated, healthy state? laying off the excess carbs and having enough sat fat and protein. This also takes time - people report 6 months!! I had some of this but not much.
Stress and blood sugar - some people have a heightened insulin response to carbs, making blood sugar wonky. Low blood sugar feels awful and can be crazy making, I hate that! the constant carb cycle can keep blood sugar level, at the expense of constant high insulin and weight gain. What can even out blood sugar highs and lows? Cutting down on white powder foods and having enough sat fat and protein. It took weeks or months for me to adapt my system to quit running on constant carbs, depending on my system and how long I've been exposed yadda yadda. I had too much crisis from not planning.
So if it takes kind a long time - weeks and months - to heal the physical, meanwhile it looks like I am "failing" when my body demands the bad old ways. But in reality it's transitioning.
The idea that one day we can say, for behavior, "I will eat clean tomorrow" that doesn't account for the time needed for the physical body to rewire. What living thing does new growth that way, overnight? None that I can think of.
And the 5% of behavior that turned out for me: I had to learn how to plan and make sure I had good food. If I didn't, I would eat whatever, whenever, because I would be nutty from low blood sugar, have poor impulse control, and used to crisis living so I had to run to the store right this minute and get an icky dreary protein bar, no wait, I deserve a tuna sandwich. You get the idea.
Same with eating on stress - if I was properly fed on time, stressful things didn't even weird me out like they did before, and I wasn't reaching for the regrettable things.
But it took time to get those new habits! I had no idea I was such a careless eater and planner until I noticed! I always thought I was oh so flexible and spontaneous. I used a log to connect food and behavior. I was SO EXCITED to see a pattern of mine, that 3 days without enough fat and protein, caused me to overeat on carbs. There is a reason for these things if I could just find it.
Now when it seems like behavior is off - I look for a reason in the food.
I know it is backward from how behavioral therapists think.
Watch out for the kind who think it goes like this -
thinking > leads to
food choices.
It's more like
1. Food choices > lead to
2. mind body responses > lead to
3. Go to step 1.
Last edited by Seejay : Thu, May-03-12 at 10:32.
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