Wed, Apr-22-09, 22:14
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Senior Member
Posts: 258
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Plan: Atkins '72
Stats: 208/201.8/145
BF:
Progress: 10%
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I feel you. I took the day off for Easter, thinking that a one day free-for-all would cure me of the boredom that I'd been feeling. I had a good day, didn't overeat, and enjoyed some of the foods that I'd been missing. And then Monday came and I started the day on plan . . . only to give in to carb cravings by dinner time. I fought all week, alternating between on plan, on plan plus a lot of legal treats, and totally off plan. And the worst part is the mental aspect, where I start to convince myself that LC doesn't work (ignoring the fact that it IS working, just slower than I'd like) and that eating "normal" foods and calorie counting can also cause me to lose weight. Well, no. It can't. Not for me. I'm a binge eater whose trigger is sugar and carbs. If I cut those two things out, then I'm much less likely to binge. But if I try to make them part of a "well-balanced diet," then I end up binging at least a few times a week - each time saying that I'll start again in the morning. It's a nasty, vicious cycle, and it's the reason why I've been battling my weight ever since I hit puberty.
Anyway, I decided to ignore that mental voice that was telling me to stay off LC. I went back on plan yesterday (no treats, legal or otherwise!) and I'm already feeling the physical and mental cravings subside. It's definitely been hard though. I don't really regret my choice to have a cheat day, but I wish that I'd been more prepared for the cravings. So it's going to be a looooong time before I allow myself to do that again.
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