Sun, May-08-05, 16:13
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Senior Member
Posts: 118
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Plan: atkins
Stats: 133.5/128/123
BF:27%
Progress: 52%
Location: Graham, Washington
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Congrats
Quit March 1st 2003 and I think about smokes everyday. They were my best friend, my soul mate, my everything, my companion...BUT they also lied to me. They turned on me and were trying to destroy me.(Not outright, of course). But slowly and quietly, robbing me of my air, my health, and my freedom...
This is the first time in over 30 years that I have been free of my addictions. Do I feel great? You bet I do. Do I want my friend back, well not today.
For just one minute at a time I will surrender my will to something bigger than me, sometimes it's seconds at a time, but just for today I will walk free again...
I can't do this alone. I am powerless over nicotine.
I can't. He can, I think I'll let him...peace.
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