Tue, Jul-22-14, 21:10
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Senior Member
Posts: 4,859
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Plan: My plan, my way
Stats: 233.8/170.0/179
BF:
Progress: 116%
Location: Eastern Tennessee
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I'd like to get strong enough to stand and cook meals like I did for 50 years.
I always cooked breakfast and made lunches for all, then did the typical meat, potato, vegetable, and desert for dinner every night.
Even if I was that strong I wouldn't repeat the past.
I eat out my first meal everyday.
See the same folks everyday doing the same.
I wake up exhausted.
Stay exhausted.
Go to bed exhausted.
I try to eat lc/hf even eating out.
I normally bring a meal home for DH.
I don't have the real desire to cook as before, DH rearranged house, kitchen, and removed some of my special purchases.
It feels like his, not mine.
Have not said anything since when I left last year I said to myself I didn't want anything to do with him and my possessions weren't important enough to stay.
Still not strong enough to go down and up the steep basement stairs unless an emergency was to happen.
Things might be there, doubt it.
He doesn't understand the value of anything except what is in his garage, haha.
Last edited by never2late : Tue, Jul-22-14 at 21:16.
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