Fri, Jun-21-02, 10:47
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Senior Member
Posts: 1,291
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Plan: IN LIMBO!!!!!
Stats: 145/137/126
BF:28.3%/22%/18%
Progress: 42%
Location: Northern California
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did not get out of bed till 9, then straight to the 'puter. the girls and i are all a bit burned out from running around all over town then working in sophie's room and having friends over till 9:30. I did not get into bed till 11, and fell asleep at 11:01.!
Nat, I think what my problem regarding sleep lately (you are so insightful) is that i am having horrible nightmares, waking up all freaked out, and not being able to get back to sleep again. i think you are right that the sleep thing is affecting my off feeling. i have so many thoughts about what the issues are, but feeling like discussing them is promoting a pity party. this is so not like me, too, which really freaks me out. i'm the first one to feel sorry for myself and wanting everyone to join in! I guess in a nut shell, I'm not very good at the superficial, and as of late, that is the extent of my life. wish me luck in exploring this fate because i know i will rise bigger, better, stonger, faster.......(and a bit more humble ), bless you for caring so much about so many.
regards,
bren
p.s. oh yea....i'm gonna go do an UBWO now!
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