Thanks for everyones support! yes, i've battled with alcohol, pot, and cigarettes. i'm serious about it now. or, i guess i always was, but turned to booze to numb myself. i have other bad ways as well which I'm working on in therapy. i trade addictions. on halloween i smoked a bit of pot (it hurt so bad b/c i hadn't smoked cigarettes or pot in like 3 weeks!) i think that definitely helped the candy overload. i think i'm just gonna stay away from pot too. it's not that great. i thought maybe on this diet when i went on an eating rampage it wouldn't matter so much, but binges are never a good idea for me. this diet is helping me control them actually. anyway...thanks again, it's tough in a town that revolves around drinking. i mean, halloween was a 5 day weekend! plus, my room is at the front of the house and i hear drunks walk by all night. i think "god, that is exactly how i am when i drink"-actually i was way worse. ok, i'll stop blabbering.
skitso-i find myself hungrier a bit before my period. i also get kind of more depressed...i feel fat and all that fun stuff and crave sugar and junk, then when i get my period i'm like "oh, ok, yay! it was all in my head/hormonal, and i get back on track. i think a lot of it is psychological. plus, if you do have sugar, your body wants it again. well, mine does. like yesterday, i had that 'food hangover' and was craving junk and was super lethargic. i didn't workout...i had a bad day for a while b/c i always get so mad/disappointed in myself. i am so mean to myself, definitely my own worst enemy. i'm trying to change that. suggestions-maybe drink more water, make some coffee drinks or smoothies with splenda (diet coke with Splenda is delicious!-i quit using aspartame and i hope splenda is as safe as they say) i know your metabolism speeds up a bit during this time, i mean there's some crazy stuff going on in there! so, a little more food isn't so bad. you can eat healthy sweet stuff...
jaybird- exercising will definitely step up your weightloss, and you will feel a sense of accomplishment. and endorphins.
ps- out of all the things i've tried to quit using (or have) i can't stop coffee or soda! mmmm.
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