I can't help but feel a bit defeated posting that I'm starting...again...but then again, the ultimate defeat would be to give up completely right?

I was shocked when I stepped on the scales today to see that I'm at 259. Holy crap. I've never weighed that much in my life. I hide it fairly well fortunately. I figured that my ideal weight should be 190 or so. That's 69 lbs to lose. 69!!! It might as well be 70!

But it's ok, I have hope!!! I can do this....

It's great to be here and I can't wait to get to know some of you...