It's only been 6 days since starting back and I've had one, yes... one friend visit. Normally, I'm pouring cocktails and cooking high carb foods and the phone is ringing asking "what are we doing tonight".

I told everyone that I'm changing my diet and stop drinking and now, I feel so lonely. Weird, when you making changes people just disappear. When you don't cater to folks they just move on. I'm so sick of users and people that can't support you no matter what changes you're trying to make.

It is a bit lonely and I do miss a nice vodka drink..... :

First goal: 199 and I have to remember I'm changing my life.