Welcome, DaisyAZ. 350 lbs. to 140 lbs. is amazing! What a success. That takes a lot of hard work and commitment. I'm really impressed.

It sounds like you went through some really tough times recently--and maybe still are. I lost some weight on low carb years ago (not remotely what you accomplished) and then something traumatic happened and I just thought "What's the point?" I understand how you can easily go from committed to not, very quickly.

I don't have any advice, because you're the expert, I think. Just wanted to let you know I empathize with where you are.