Sorry to hear of your problems. I've been taking Wellbutrin for over 10 years. I take 150 mg three times a day. I started out at one a day, then a few years later went up to 2 a day and now it's 3 a day. It's been a miracle drug for me.

A few times I've tried to wean myself off it to see if I would be alright without it, but the depression comes on like a sinking fog around me and I end right back taking 3 a day. I dislike taking psychotropic drugs, but sometimes we just have to in order to have any kind of quality of life...and sometimes just to survive.

I hope the best for you.