I have been 140 lb for almost 3 weeks now. My waist, chest, calves, thighs and hips have gotten a bit bigger while my forearms and biceps got a bit smaller. I think I might be doing too much cardio cuz I just wanna lose all the fat I have. I'm definitely losing motivation here and feeling quite depressed about this.

The thing that bugs me the most is that I'm looking larger now than I was three weeks ago, even though my weight's basically the same. I guess I just became so obsessed over my looks.