hi....

you can do this wol if you set your mind to it . everyone on this site will push you and encourage you ! but if you really want to do this YOU are the one that is going to need to push and want it the most. My favortie saying is "If its to be , its up to me !" . This is what i live by .
I think it is great that you want to make your 21st birthday year a year to remember! start a journal so you have a place to talk and people can check up on you. and it is just fun to have one good luck! i will be cheering you on from the midwest