Lannae
Fri, Mar-21-08, 13:59
Hi everyone...
I use to come here a while back,and I did well..the only thing was back then,I was looking for a quick fix,I was going on vacation,and I wanted to look good,and didnt care about how,just as long as I did it..and I did well,I lost about 40pds,however,I could not maintain it..I mean really,I was doing intro,which is fine,but less that that,you body just can not maintain that,you will eventually lose...sure I felt great,for a short time..then,the weight came back,plus the horse..an extra 10pds...so its true,you do gain more if you dont pay attention!!lol!!..(thought and hoped it was just a myth!!)
So here Iam again..a bit older,turning 36 next week,and sitting at 234..yikes..the only thing is..this time,Im eating better...no the weight is not comming off like last time,but this time around..I have not cried,thrown a fit,drooled infront of food,stabed any cakes,or asked anyone if they can tell if I lost one pound...and to me,this is huge...Im doing it more slowly,my body now wants to hold onto the fat a bit longer due to my past diet phases...However,Im in this for the long haul..I just feel diffrent this time around..I feel as if something finally "CLICKED" with me..Iam walking an hour a day,doing some weights three-two times a week,drinking my water,and not afraid of a bit of carbs,or the fat,or veggies...Iam enjoying it..and in that,Im enjoying how Im feeling..The ONLY thing is..my clothes are fitting way better,almost as they were when I lost the 40pds,however the scale shows at least a 12pd diffrence..Kind of fustrating..but Im looking at the over all picture,eventually all the positive that Iam doing it will show up..
SO that is probably the only fustrating thing..is that Im working out,eating really well,and feeling fantastic,and yet my body is scared to let my fat go this time...(just let it go..)..I have even started to run..I joined a group!!!..I just kind of thought,why not..if I hear myself say,I will try when I lose another 10pds,I will never join anything..Im not waiting..I have waited tooo long and all that happend was a wrinkle showed up....
So I guess I justed wanted to say a big hello and say thank you to this fantastic board..I have been reading for a while..but now feel its time to say hello....so umm hi!!??...I hope to meet others and get tips,and if I can help I will,but right now..I feel I need to absorb all that is here,and really listen,and here the advice..so I may just be a silent person for a while,but Im here..and I think you are all pretty dang fantastic....
thanks..
oh..I am married,with two boys,11 and 10,living in Canada!!
:D
I use to come here a while back,and I did well..the only thing was back then,I was looking for a quick fix,I was going on vacation,and I wanted to look good,and didnt care about how,just as long as I did it..and I did well,I lost about 40pds,however,I could not maintain it..I mean really,I was doing intro,which is fine,but less that that,you body just can not maintain that,you will eventually lose...sure I felt great,for a short time..then,the weight came back,plus the horse..an extra 10pds...so its true,you do gain more if you dont pay attention!!lol!!..(thought and hoped it was just a myth!!)
So here Iam again..a bit older,turning 36 next week,and sitting at 234..yikes..the only thing is..this time,Im eating better...no the weight is not comming off like last time,but this time around..I have not cried,thrown a fit,drooled infront of food,stabed any cakes,or asked anyone if they can tell if I lost one pound...and to me,this is huge...Im doing it more slowly,my body now wants to hold onto the fat a bit longer due to my past diet phases...However,Im in this for the long haul..I just feel diffrent this time around..I feel as if something finally "CLICKED" with me..Iam walking an hour a day,doing some weights three-two times a week,drinking my water,and not afraid of a bit of carbs,or the fat,or veggies...Iam enjoying it..and in that,Im enjoying how Im feeling..The ONLY thing is..my clothes are fitting way better,almost as they were when I lost the 40pds,however the scale shows at least a 12pd diffrence..Kind of fustrating..but Im looking at the over all picture,eventually all the positive that Iam doing it will show up..
SO that is probably the only fustrating thing..is that Im working out,eating really well,and feeling fantastic,and yet my body is scared to let my fat go this time...(just let it go..)..I have even started to run..I joined a group!!!..I just kind of thought,why not..if I hear myself say,I will try when I lose another 10pds,I will never join anything..Im not waiting..I have waited tooo long and all that happend was a wrinkle showed up....
So I guess I justed wanted to say a big hello and say thank you to this fantastic board..I have been reading for a while..but now feel its time to say hello....so umm hi!!??...I hope to meet others and get tips,and if I can help I will,but right now..I feel I need to absorb all that is here,and really listen,and here the advice..so I may just be a silent person for a while,but Im here..and I think you are all pretty dang fantastic....
thanks..
oh..I am married,with two boys,11 and 10,living in Canada!!
:D