HtotheIzzo
Wed, Aug-02-06, 15:04
I wanna be the only one that makes you come.... running! (It's a Prince song.)
That's probably a really relevant way for me to start my posting on this forum. I'm a nutty kinda guy. So I have this weird quirky sense of humor.
Anyhow, my name is Jonas (I'm carrying the whale- Weezer). I'm an early 20's something male who resides in the beatiful armpit of California: Stockton. I also enjoy long walks on the beach and um... Lo-Carb Chinese Food?
Anyhow, so I'd been heavy most of my life.. The whole broken family sort of thing.. Struggled in high school with identity issues, faith, sexuality.. All kinds of things. I think my overall depression manifested itself in my weight gain..
Once I sort of resolved a bulk of my issues, I decided on my 21st birthday to lose a lot of my weight. I started at 320 lbs, and near my mid 22 nd, I was at 180 at my lowest weight. This was largely from lo-carbing and being entirely committed to going to the gym EVERDAY.
For the past year and a half, I've been slowly gaining a bit of weight (being in a "healthy" relationship and all). More recently the past 9 months have been difficult. Had both of my grandfather pass away... Remembered a childhood moldestation experience... Significant other left for job oppertunity in another state (i'll be there in a few months).
So I did a lot of comfort eating. Meanwhile, why the spouse (sorta) is going through a regimented academy, I've gained weight.. I'm back at around 225, and trying to start losing.. SPRING BREAK IS COMING UP, and I wanna look HOT. How superficial, huh?
Anyways, nuff of the sob story.. I'll be chatting it up with ya'll in a bit.
That's probably a really relevant way for me to start my posting on this forum. I'm a nutty kinda guy. So I have this weird quirky sense of humor.
Anyhow, my name is Jonas (I'm carrying the whale- Weezer). I'm an early 20's something male who resides in the beatiful armpit of California: Stockton. I also enjoy long walks on the beach and um... Lo-Carb Chinese Food?
Anyhow, so I'd been heavy most of my life.. The whole broken family sort of thing.. Struggled in high school with identity issues, faith, sexuality.. All kinds of things. I think my overall depression manifested itself in my weight gain..
Once I sort of resolved a bulk of my issues, I decided on my 21st birthday to lose a lot of my weight. I started at 320 lbs, and near my mid 22 nd, I was at 180 at my lowest weight. This was largely from lo-carbing and being entirely committed to going to the gym EVERDAY.
For the past year and a half, I've been slowly gaining a bit of weight (being in a "healthy" relationship and all). More recently the past 9 months have been difficult. Had both of my grandfather pass away... Remembered a childhood moldestation experience... Significant other left for job oppertunity in another state (i'll be there in a few months).
So I did a lot of comfort eating. Meanwhile, why the spouse (sorta) is going through a regimented academy, I've gained weight.. I'm back at around 225, and trying to start losing.. SPRING BREAK IS COMING UP, and I wanna look HOT. How superficial, huh?
Anyways, nuff of the sob story.. I'll be chatting it up with ya'll in a bit.