stazia
Fri, Jul-14-06, 14:42
Where to start. Today I am angry. I guess this is what I needed today to kick me in gear.
I am 29yrs old, turning 30 in a few weeks. I was 325lbs after I had my daughter in 2000. In 2001 I started Atkins and by 2003 I was 234lbs. I would bounce on and off but I managed to keep losing and not to gain.
Here I am 2006 and I have watched myself through 2004-2005 go to 255lbs and in 2006 Ive gone from 255-290lbs. UGH! The last few months has been bad. In between I keep trying to go lowcarb but I don't stick with it. I know it works for me but this part of me keeps trying to do everything else.
If I stop eating for awhile I will lose but then eventually I gotta eat again. I don't stop eating to lose weight as much as stop eating because I am disgusted.
I have tried just smaller portions and eating better. I just get fatter.
I get into a cycle of I dont care. I get fatter.
Here I am today, put on my work uniform after one week of not wearing it and its tight and I hate it.
Hense, the angry phase.
Starting right now I am lowcarb again and going back to it. I think I have needed this to get kick started and be serious. I did a search for a forum because I do best with motivation from other people and I know it works.
So you might as well get use to me on here because I am going to be here alot and Im gonna lose this weight and get back to my 234lbs first lol.
First goal is 260lbs for me. I alreay know my small goals work for me. So here we go 30lbs first.
I have to work a lot of hours this weekend but I will be checking in.
I am 29yrs old, turning 30 in a few weeks. I was 325lbs after I had my daughter in 2000. In 2001 I started Atkins and by 2003 I was 234lbs. I would bounce on and off but I managed to keep losing and not to gain.
Here I am 2006 and I have watched myself through 2004-2005 go to 255lbs and in 2006 Ive gone from 255-290lbs. UGH! The last few months has been bad. In between I keep trying to go lowcarb but I don't stick with it. I know it works for me but this part of me keeps trying to do everything else.
If I stop eating for awhile I will lose but then eventually I gotta eat again. I don't stop eating to lose weight as much as stop eating because I am disgusted.
I have tried just smaller portions and eating better. I just get fatter.
I get into a cycle of I dont care. I get fatter.
Here I am today, put on my work uniform after one week of not wearing it and its tight and I hate it.
Hense, the angry phase.
Starting right now I am lowcarb again and going back to it. I think I have needed this to get kick started and be serious. I did a search for a forum because I do best with motivation from other people and I know it works.
So you might as well get use to me on here because I am going to be here alot and Im gonna lose this weight and get back to my 234lbs first lol.
First goal is 260lbs for me. I alreay know my small goals work for me. So here we go 30lbs first.
I have to work a lot of hours this weekend but I will be checking in.