MystAngel
Wed, Sep-22-04, 13:57
hey all,
I told myself back in January that I wouldn't be posting on any sites, to get encouragement or to say how I'm doing...I thought it was...well, my fat was my own, and I didn't want anyone to know what I weighed, etc.
*sigh* it's getting really hard to stay on this path to reach my goal. I've lost 57 lbs, with 50 to go or so..and I feel just as fat and ugly as I did when I started. I have a good day or two and then just feel ugly again.
I have dropped two sizes, and the clothes look better, but umm....in my birthday suit, I feel pretty scary.
Just need some support I guess....will I ever get there? where do I find the motivation to continue when it's so dang slow to get there?....
I told myself back in January that I wouldn't be posting on any sites, to get encouragement or to say how I'm doing...I thought it was...well, my fat was my own, and I didn't want anyone to know what I weighed, etc.
*sigh* it's getting really hard to stay on this path to reach my goal. I've lost 57 lbs, with 50 to go or so..and I feel just as fat and ugly as I did when I started. I have a good day or two and then just feel ugly again.
I have dropped two sizes, and the clothes look better, but umm....in my birthday suit, I feel pretty scary.
Just need some support I guess....will I ever get there? where do I find the motivation to continue when it's so dang slow to get there?....