Fri, Mar-01-02, 00:02
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Posts: 38
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Plan: Atkins/Swartzbein combo
Stats: 360/330/210
BF:Unknown
Progress: 20%
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I am SO grateful that there are products I can have that give me a sense of not being deprived, yet don't set off cravings. I'm not sure I could do this otherwise.
I have a history of being a compulsive overeater, used to self injure, overdose on meds, have attempted suicide several times.
I used to also take laxatives when I was younger to try and 'lose weight'.
The way I eat now is a TREMENDOUS freedom from the cycle of contant obsession with food.
Now if I eat certain things they will trigger me, but I do just great with my Da Vinci sugar free syrups on top of a Low Carb Waffle, or on top of yogurt. I just had some low carb chocolate pudding with whipped cream, the thing I am learning is not to overdo, and that I can have SOME of these things, some times.
I do very very well with zero carb jello with celery, in fact, at times when I wanted to eat MORE after a meal, by eating the jello I felt satisfied, not deprived, and that I didn't have to be deprived of anything that had a sweet taste.
Now I find the bars to be not only TERRIBLE tasting, but I don't feel good on them. Sometimes I'm tempted to get a low carb chocolate bar, but I KNOW they raise my bg levels (I'm diabetic) and that the labels lie-they have FAR more carbs then are listed.
So I think it's a matter of personally working out what WORKS for each person.
After a lifetime of suffering from yo yo dieting, feeling guilty for eating foods that I was addcited to, one of my 'drugs of choice', I'm sure not going to feel guilty for having what 'legal sweets' that work for me. And I keep an eye on the bg levels, and am presently keeping the carbs between 25-30. I learned that you can't LIVE on the sweets, but I needed to go through that phase, as well as some others. That's just how it is for me....
From Emy
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