Good Saturday Morning.
TRIG- It is so good to have you "back"
- Agreed- your chores will still be there. Don't push until you are in best form! BTW- Noted to have turned to a buffalo!!! HAHAH the meat has turned!
Blue- Glad you are tucked back in your cozy home and relaxing with the hubby. I don't know about you - but it has been a long week. I am like you- feeling rather ho hummmm about my food choices lately. More on that in a minute.
Any vacay in your future? Long weekend?
Lori- I am sorry about all that SNOW- urghhhh. Awesome about anther trip planned with your sister. I have never been to VA beach. I love beaches too! I'm in with ya on wanting to get the beach body back. Count me in.
Kmom- New day- ! How are you doing on your TRUE plan?
Leeann- Did you get the heat up and running? What a bummer. You will have great weather while you are here. We had a little clipper that is running through now- but should be cleared up and sunshine by noon!
Cat- Hope today finds you well and rested.
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All-
I would love to sit here in my jammies, coffee, and Bella at my feet and report yesterday was a great eating day. Because it wasn't. I was in a funk mood and quite frankly said "F...." this WOE. I am tired of struggling so hard and being so clean. I am sick of watching all these skinny people eat whatever and have no worries. I was just DONE. I have put in the work- and felt I should be getting some results. Or why bother.
Well the why bother- 4 pounds now up, feeling physically like CRAP this morning, and swelly belly beyond is the WHY bother. I am back on plan.
I am not going to beat myself up over it. Over and done. Today is a new day, and I rarely slip - ok slip wasn't the WORD- but you all get the picture. I am not willing to do that again.
But I have to refigure this. Because this is not working for me right now. I have lost some steam- to keep being so diligent and not see some payoff. I feel I have bounced up through the lost size in one night! Bloat.
I will work this out. The last time- I lost 110 pounds I did it by eating Fish, chicken, and more fish and veggies. I allowed myself a glass or two of wine either on Friday OR Sat. But I counted those carbs and adjusted accordingly. I Limited myself to 20 carbs- and 1300-1400 cal a day. I also put in 1 hour EVERY day of hard core cardio.
I kept it off almost 6 years. I literally put half back on in less than 3 months. Which tells me I could EASY gain the other half in a blink of an eye.
The issue is- I just don't have the taste for fish as much as I did then. I limited my red meat- and dairy was TRULY off the table. So I know what needs to happen. I just wrote it out. I just need to find that passion again to go there. I will. Why? Because I am worth it for me to be as healthy as I can.
I write all this as a pound of steak sits on my counter thawing!
I am thinking steak salad and dividing it up, and steak and eggs. Then some fish. Think MAYBE Zero is too low for me- I don't know. I LOST at 20 before and low cal- and cardio. So there you have it. For better or worse. I am not tossing Akins by any means to the curb. Just need to make some tweeking. Thanks for the shoulder!
My sweet Bella- gosh I just love that fur baby. As I was enjoying a beautiful evening on my ground floor patio last night watching the sun go down she brings me a present. DRUM ROLLLLLL...... she pushed a dead MOUSE with her nose to my feet. Well you can just picture what happened from there. OMG at least she didn't have her new "toy" in her mouth. I would have gagged. She got a face wash- EURGHHHHH- ackkkkkkkk!
She is doing ALOT better. Hardly any limp.
Ok all- waiting for the rain to end- so I can run to the store.
Have a great Saturday