Zu and Right--
I have been giving this thread a lot of thought the past few days.
I really think that it is just cyclical nature of being human of GAD v Don't GAD.
All the things that have been listed--stress, lack of sleep, SAD, depression, money, family, health all play a complicated webbed relationship. As one thing improves or worsens so the other things are affected. It all depends what your individual demons are.
I don't have the answers but for me, an important part is recognizing what my demons are and doing what i can to control them--notice I didn't say cure them.
I most recently went thru a down cycle for about 12-18 months after having stayed on plan for over ayear and got to goal--stress, back injury, the worst cycle of SAD ever, crappy hormones, buying a house for my mother and hoping I was making sound choices--it was all too much. It wasn't that i didn't GAD, it was just that I was to tired to do anything about it. I don't know how I dug myself out--the support here helped immensely, Trying to take small steps in caring for myself better, trying to get my SAD under control (which I suffer from all year long). My turning point was the day after my birthday in MAy--my mother was to move in the middle of July--I told my self I was going to try and stay on plan until she arrived--exactly 2 months. OMG those first 2 weeks I thought I was going to jump out of my skin, but little by little I started to feel just a little bit better. By the time my mom got here in July I could say I was feeling almost OK. Yeah, I can now say I've been back in the saddle 200 days as of Thanksgiving. One thing I did learn and hopefully it will get me thru the next hard patch--there is no shame. Put one small foot in front of the other. Because I look at what the alternative could be.
Zu--I know you have read every word written under the sun regarding SAD.
The combination that is working for me currently:
450mg Wellbutrin
400 mg Sam-E
300 mg 5-HTP
3 grames Fish Oil
2000 iu Vit D3
2 grams EPO
1 gram Mg
1 gram K+
100 mg CoQ
plus, I'm burning up my sun simulator at both ends
Some wouldn't agree on my choice, particularly the Wellbutrin--I've been using it for years with excellent results and no side effects. I can tell you this..when I miss a day or 2 of the Sam-E, 5-HTP, and Wellbutrin, I start feeling symptomatic. I'll keep using it until it isn't working anymore, then I'll look for the next combination.
Zu and Right--I have read your posts for years and respect and admire the thought and wisdom that you always seem to have. Maybe my tiny dust speck of insight will have you saying...today, I'm just going to take a teeny tiny step.
Love you guys.
Lisa