Did you have a wake up call that helped you get moving with your low carb journey? SORRY this is long.
I sure did
I can't believe I am going to share this with you because I have not shared it with anyone else. Only me and God know about this.
Until NOW
I actually had two wake up calls within one week of each other.
The first one was this. One night I could not get comfortable in the bed so I went to get into the recliner to try and rest. At that time my husband also got up and went to the bathroom at the same time. When he closed the door I sat in the recliner and kicked back. The thing is I did not realize how hard I did and over went the recliner backwards. YES IT DID my feet sticking up in the air and I could not move . I was to heavy to move the recliner and was stuck. I was thinking OMG my husband is going to come out of that bathroom and find me feet in the air stuck. I was soooooo ashamed and I was thinking God please don't let him see me like this. So I started to kick and kick and move to the side of the chair. Finally after a huge stuggle with the recliner I finally got out the side and managed to place the recliner back right and sit down before he came out. He looked at me and went back to bed. I was so out of breath. I can not tell you how ashamed I was that night. I then thought to myself what if I had not been able to get myself up. My husband sure could not move me at 376 lbs. That truely got me thinking!
I am around people all the time. I am a wedding coordinator for my church so that keeps me busy and interactive with others. Most of the people always treat me with respect when I do a wedding, maybe it is because I am also the minister and perform the weddings so most treat me kindly.
With that said on Valentines Day we had a wedding and I had purchased a new dress to wear for the wedding. HUGE by the way 5X but none the less I was dressed up. Had my hair pulled back in a nice bow to match and was excited about the wedding. Before the wedding someone ask if they could get a picture of me and my assistant. So we stood behind the nicely decorated cake table and smiled. OMG
That next week I recieved the picture from the person and I wanted to cry. I tell you I did not know this person that stood there. I could not believe my own eyes. Who was this women I do not know her. That can't be me I would never allow myself to look like that. But the fact was it was me. I knew right then after both of those things happening within a week of each other that I had better do something and not wait. Usually when I am going to diet I wait to Mondays
But the next morning I started without even telling my husband I was going to. We are both now low carbing. He needs to lose about 15 lbs so he was excited to see us both finally make the decision to change our lives again so that I can find that women I once knew.
So what was your wake up call? Come on if I can tell you about me flipping over in my recliner and my feet in the air yours should be a piece of cake.