I completely share the instinctive recoil and aversion to this procedure that I am hearing you all express, and have always felt heartsick when friends take this route. I lost a beloved cousin who had an earlier version of the surgery. But in this last year I learned something I think is worth sharing. It's not offered in argument against what is said here--in principle I completely agree. It's just another perspective to consider.
I have a friend who had the stomach pouch surgery a year ago. She's lost a lot of weight--I'd guess close to 100 pounds, and looks a lot more comfortable and happy.
She is through-the-roof intelligent, researched all her options, went through lowcarb several times in which she lost significant amounts of weight and regained because of emotional eating patterns. She could not face that heartbreak one more time. She is in her late forties, and I think that she's missed out on a lot of life because of her weight.
While she was getting lined up to do this, I gently mentioned LC, and she told me her history. I told her that I could understand her reasons, and supported her in her decision. She seemed genuinely appreciative--I think that she wasn't getting much of that reaction.
I think what it comes down to is that this actually does help some people, and those who make a carefully considered decision to do this, having explored all their options, need our support as friends and family members.
It's probably a bit like having friends go through a divorce. In principle, we may be opposed to the idea, but in the individual case, what the person going through it needs is to know that we respect their choice and are there for them when it gets tough.
Everyone I know who's done this is much older than the 16 year old you mentioned, and has made this choice not as an easy way out, but by grabbing a lifeline when they were drowning. Could LC work for some of them? Perhaps--but this is what they were capable of at the time.
I've come to a tough conclusion this year. Having lost 85 pounds, and regained almost 40 before putting on the brakes, I realized that all of my weight gains have been about eating in response to stressful situations. That's pretty serious. I am having to look at the life choices I have made, and ask myself why I am putting myself again and again into such toxic situations. I've also concluded that, while some of the things that life slaps at you are not avoidable, much was.
Once you see something like that, you can't unsee it. Now I get to choose--if I am in a situation where I feel that helpless/hopeless, where I am choking down emotions by eating--I leave. Period. It's life or death, at this point, and I chose to l ive.
It's similar to the decision to have the surgery. Sometimes, there is no other way to go. The cousin who died? After suffering from obesity since early childhood, she lost more than 100 pounds, and enjoyed an improved quality of life for a few years before dying in her sleep. Had she known the outcome, would she have chosen it? I have a feeling the answer may have been yes.
Only those of us who have been there can understand the horror and pain of living in a body that has become a prison--and if other people so imprisoned decide to make a break for the wall, go over the barbed wire, or tunnel out, I say we tell them we love them and wish them well. They'll get the negative feedback from plenty of others.
I think it's important to be sensitive to the fact that some of the folks on this forum have had the surgery. Others may try LC, and eventually opt for the surgery. Still others will have the surgery, and then come to LC as a way of being successful with the surgery. As much as any of us, they need to be supported here while they manage the food side of the program.
This is an important issue for us TDCers. I laud you for bringing it up and expressing how you feel.
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