Hello, with emphasis on the hell...
Hello, everybody! I've been lurking on this site for awhile now, and I've gotten so frustrated that its hard to type this intro without alternatively sobbing & putting my fist through the monitor.
Inspired by a friend who dropped about 50 pounds on Atkins, I decided to take my second stab at Induction. The last time around, full of gung-ho energy and a spanking new bottle of Ketostix, I was a good kid for those two weeks. I got into Ketosis effortlessly, and thought "finally! I've figured this out!"
Eager with anticipation, at the end of those two weeks, I got on the scale. Looked down. Was two pounds HEAVIER than when I started. Screamed in frustration.
I didn't eat whole sides of bacon. My sticks were consistently the proper shade of mauve. I worked out (and had been for years) 4 or 5 days a week. I was never a huge caffiene, nut, soda or donut addict. My lean, muscular partner of 8 years ate what I did, worked out less, and STILL, nothing had changed for me.
Now, trying again, 12 days into Induction, I find myself in the same boat. I take my vitamins, drink my water, make my omlets, have heavy cream & Splenda in my coffee. Cows and leafy greens quake in fear when I pass by. And still, the strips are purple, the scale doesn't budge, and I'm miserable.
Can anybody point me in the right direction. I feel like a failure - this is the only thing in my life that I can't seem to control!
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