Hi all..looks like everyone's in a good mood! Nice to see...especially my friend nutty Dharma...
I haven't been on for a while cause I seriously just got way to bummed out and everyone seemed to be feeling pretty upbeat and well...basically just couldn't bring myself to be a big rain cloud....
SO my weigh in was zilch and I truly am confused/frustrated/angry.....! I haven' t been cheating, I've been sticking as close to the 20g's carb as I can especially after starting the planner and seeing all the hidden points...damn hiders! Anyways....succinctly I was REALLY B****y and didn't think I could handle hearing about stalls and "this happens.." etc... very cranky me...
The way I see it is I'm just starting , eating what I consider nothing for carbs and it's not happening...when it should be. I'm trying to think about the future and I know for SURE I can't keep all carbs out of my life like this forever and if it doesn't work when I weigh 300+ pounds how will it work later???
I know I need to get excercising I truly do but ......see completely whinging here..lol which is why I wasn't posting.....but then I guess that's what this place is for right? to whine...........
I do feel thinner, but then I step on the scale and think I'm just deluding myself again....I heard before that scales never measure accurately when you are at the top of the scale...this is a digital scale that only goes 5kg more than what I weigh
I am not able to go to a doctors/health center to weigh in as It is very difficult to get them to understand what I need and I honestly don't need the embarrassment...so maybe no scale, I don't know...
The good thing is it hasn't beaten me...I'm cutting out more animal meat for a bit to see if that helps and eating mainly fish, eggs, some cheese, some salad...was going to excercise but then I got this stupid cold yesterday and I feel a bit fluey so it will have to wait....
ok, anyways, that's where I've been in my own private pity party...lol
Livewell- nice avatar! Nope I never got that ice cream, they don't have it here and I can't order it anywhere..
probably better though... and congrats on the no ciggs...!! AM definately in with ya for the strict induction....
Foxgluvs - nice to see you! always great to have new people!! great success on the weight loss BTW! How are you adjusting to the immaculate conception pregnancy? hopefully getting better...
Tumteetum - glad to hear you have your computer back! It's my lifesaver over here, oh and my cat....I am so jealous of you! what I wouldn't give to have a sexy man in my life wearing leather and riding a motorbike....hmmm just thinking about it gives me somehing MORE to work towards...hee hee..not your DH...lol just gave me the idea..yum YUM
OH and congrats on the working out!! you go girl!
Dharma - great to hear about all your energy! I'm sure your little girl would LOVE to go to the zoo......maybe they have some blue haired monkeys, I hear the kids absolutely LOVE them...
ssofian........Where oh where can ssofian be, oh where oh where can she be???
Hi - cut my hair and think it looks ok, and think my face in my current picture looks thinner than my before photo...(let me know whould ya??)
low- stinky COLD!! sniff sniff *cough* *cough*uuuuuughhhhh
Thanks for being here!!