Hi all,
My apologies for the length of this post but I really need some reassurance.
I feel like such an idiot because I really shouldn't need reassurance. Basically, I did a low carb diet back in 2004 and did very well on it - lost the 35 pounds I had to lose and felt great (but, admittedly, I did it with a very low calories plan of about 1100 calories a day and about 1 hour and 45 minutes of exercise 5 days a week - not a plan I could follow now!). I also tried SBD during that time and recall also feeling great and losing 10 pounds in 1 month. So I know that low/moderate carb diets work not only in terms of weight loss but also overall health.
However...
Since then, I've become a vegetarian and, in the last few years, have tried to become a vegan. I've read a ton of books from all of the very low fat high carb diet pushing vegans - Ornish, Essentyn, McDougall, Fuhrman, Campbell. While I admire these doctors for being so passionate about the very low fat vegan diet that they push, I have doubts that this diet has really benefited me and is right for me. Rather than maintain my weight loss, I actually gained back the 35 pounds I lost and added another 30 to that (I don't blame the low fat vegan diet - much of it was my own fault, as I got into a cycle of binge eating on weekends to the extreme with a lot of stress and life changes, including 4 moves in 4 years). I've felt good physically but not great. I don't have any major health issues except for migraine headaches which I thought that cutting out dairy would help (it didn't). I work from home and I also noticed that I do get tired (not exhausted, but tired) during the day so that I need to take a short nap and that I sleep late in the mornings and it's tough for me to get up before 8 a.m. and, lately, later than that even.
So I've decided that I want to try to ease up on the grains (the very low fat vegan diets were all grain centered with veggies and fruits as sides and no added fat whatsoever in any form). I'm now going to try to focus more on veggies and legumes, adding moderate fat and some dairy products and also some fruit. I consider myself in between Phase 1 and Phase 2 on SBD - mostly following Phase 1 rules (like limiting legume and oils to the amounts on the list) but adding a few servings of fruit per day (no grains).
I think what I need right now is some reassurance that I am not going to drop dead of a heart attach or develop high cholesterol if I eat this kind of diet. I know that sounds irrational, but you have to understand that it's the result of years of hearing all added fat demonized (one doctor even had a video that showed how the blood slows down after eating a meal with fat in it - of course, no specification as to how much fat was in the meal or what kind of fat...) In putting a sample menu through Fitday, the amount of fat that I'm eating is about 30%, so it's not especially high (although according to the very low fat vegan diet docs, anything above 10% is "high").
I know it's an irrational fear of fat, especially because I KNOW that moderate/low carb diets do not cause the damage to the body that these doctors make them out to - I've seen that with first-hand experience. I felt very good on a low-carb diet while I was doing it (except that I ate quite a bit of meat and I was never a big meat-lover
). My goal is to keep it to moderate carbs, focusing on whole foods like veggies, legume, some dairy products, some fat, and some fruit. I'm not adding any sweeteners and I'm also going to stay away from coffee (which is going to be a challenge, as I love coffee, but I think it's causing my eyelid to twitch lately - something that has me VERY worried). I'm also starting back with exercising (though not nearly 2 hours a day like last time!) though that's more for health than weight loss.
Sorry for the long post!
Tam