I have the same problem
It doesn't seem to matter how much weight i have lost, i can't seem to be satisfied with my body. My original goal weight was 145, but i still looked fat, my next goal was 135, still looked fat, then 130, still fat, then 125, still not happy, then 120, still not satisfied, then 118, haven't got there yet, got to 119 then started sabotaging myself, but i still wasn't satisfied, most days with clothes on i look in the mirror and say "Wow, I can't believe this is me, it is such an amazing transformation," but then i see myself in the buff and it is a different story, i see that my stomach is still flubby, all the skin that used to house fat sort of sagged down around my middle, my chest is saggy, my butt is saggy... everything is saggy and unattractive, Yuck. I still see myself as fat, but everyone tells me i look amazing and i am too skinny and i shouldn't lose anymore weight, but i can't seem to be satisfied, I don't know if i ever will be, and that terrifies me, perhaps that is why i am now sabotaging my success.
So i guess i am in the same boat, i also have a mental problem and need help.
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