Sun, Apr-20-14, 09:56
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Senior Member
Posts: 828
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Plan: Low Carb/High Fat
Stats: 271/262.6/170
BF:
Progress: 8%
Location: North central HOT Florida
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I sure did! And it wasn't hard either. It felt like my bad choices in food didn't affect my physically, but more mentally. I was SO disappointed in myself, and felt so much regret! I didn't cave in that night though--I didn't have any uncontrollable cravings and I didn't eat anything else, and the next day, it felt like nothing happened....but the remorse was still with me. I got right back on track! But I have learned that there is ONE thing that will make me lost ALL self control, ALL rational thinking, every ounce of discipline: alcohol! I absolutely cannot get even a tiny bit buzzed without saying awww eff it, let's enjoy life and eat anything/everything!! Hahahaha!
I had 2 vodka drinks the other night--vodka with sf lemonade. I know, blech!! Hahah. But at least I kept is SF! Then, I was out of vodka after those 2 drinks (I was at my mom's house). Earlier that day, I had purchased 3 SF marshmallow Eater eggs by Russel Stover. They were supposed to last me until today, haha, but those 2 drinks made me eat the last 2 of those eggs, as I sat in bed reading.... well, all I can say is, at least they were SF......... no more drinking for me, I can handle the buzz, I can handle any hangover, but it makes me lose all self control in the kitchen...........
I'm doing great! Not even going to blow it today on Easter dinner. I don't even celebrate Easter, unless its the part about chocolate rabbits, haha. So no easter dinner at my house! It's just another day here for us....... Everyone else who observes easter in a christian manner, enjoy your holiday !
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