Sat, Jun-28-03, 12:17
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Senior Member
Posts: 336
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Plan: Atkins
Stats: 168/139/120
BF:36%/29%/18%
Progress: 60%
Location: OWL
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Bad Girl Needs a Spanking
This was totally my fault. I have noone to blame but me. I plumetted over the carbohydrate cliff last night into sugar induced oblivion. I had..........(drumroll please).........
perogies, sourcream, bacon, & onion
smarties, a few marshmallows
bran muffin
2 poptarts
a glass of milk
I knew exactly what I was doing and had it all thought out/ justified in my head. May have tasted great at the time, but probably was not worth it. There are a lot of factors that contributed but most of them (ok all) were within my control (to a certain extent anyways). TOM is almost 2 weeks late now and I am very worried about that whole issue. I would love to be pregnant but would be very shocked at the DR told us we had less than a 1 in 10,000,000 chance of conceiving naturally. DH's contract ends at work on Monday and we still don't know whether or not it is going to be renewed. Money is a big issue for us right now. Due to the cost of the two rounds of fertility treatments, we may have to declare bankruptcy. Stress played a big part in it. I was also getting discouraged about the slowdown in my weightloss and thought a day of 'what the hell lets eat what I want' might shake things up a bit. Then I measured my thighs and discovered that after an almost 30 lb loss, I still have only lost .5 of an inch of my left and none on my right. DAMN.
Someone yell at me so I feel better.
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