Mon, Apr-23-07, 08:38
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Plan: South Beach
Stats: 175/167.7/139
BF:
Progress: 20%
Location: AZ
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so this morning my car died on me, and i couldn't go to personal training. this is the first time I have ever missed PT since I've started. I was a bit devastated. It's amazing how much your morning routine means to you! so my bf gave me a ride and hopefully the car problem will be fixed by today or tomorrow the latest. I'm at work ridiculously early so I'm on here killing sometime. Argg! I don' feel like facing the children without my morning stress relief.
Last night, my mom had another B-day dinner for me because her and my dad were gone over my b-day on a cruise. She bought a small cake and icecream for it. As soon as I saw it in the fridge I froze. How can I say no to my mom? In front of my family and grandparents. I don't understand why she would try to sabotoge me like that. she's on weightwatchers so the cake isn't exactly legal for her either. Anyways, when the cake was infront of me with 24 candles (which i do like blowing candles out) I ended up eating a scoop of ice cream and a small piece that I didn't finish. the thing was, I didn't like the taste at all. and i felt super stressed while eating it. afterwards, i could feel slight cravings because of the high sugar intake. ugh, i realize now, that if it were me and the cake alone, I wouldn't want to eat it. the only reason I caved was because I didn't want to insult my mom. Most of the time this situation doesn;t happen. I'm not worried about weight gain. Just psychologically it was very stressful and draining. It's frustrating now that people think high sugary foods are a treat. I'm realizing more and more that I just don't like the foods I used to eat. I just find it embarassing to say, i can't eat that, or I'm not eating that because of my diet. Anyways, i'm not planning on eating anymore cake anytime soon. the moral of the story is: I can't have my cake and eat it too.
Hope everyone has Marvelous Mondays!
Last edited by KatieAZ : Mon, Apr-23-07 at 08:46.
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