Thu, Dec-21-17, 08:31
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Senior Member
Posts: 14,160
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Plan: Under 50 grams
Stats: 190.2/181.0/147
BF:
Progress: 21%
Location: N.S.
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Dec 1......182.6
Dec 2......182.0
Dec 3......181.4
Dec 4......181.6
Dec 5......181.0
Dec 6......181.0
Dec 7......181.0
Dec 8......180.8
Dec 9......off plan
Dec 10....off plan
Dec 11....off plan
Dec 12....off plan
Dec 13....off plan
Dec 14....off plan
Dec 15....off plan
Dec 16....off plan (185.6)
Dec 17....184.4
Dec 18....183.4
Dec 19....182.4
Dec 20....182.4
Dec 21....182.6
I am bring this over (part of my journal entry today) for others on this thread to read; in hopes someone can take my experience of an "Epiphany" and it might help them as it helped me last night....
My son's Charter Accountant's exam he took yesterday was extremely difficult and being a mother it is emotional; even when they are grown. So I was sitting in my livingroom last night, and thoughts of toasted english muffins with jam and a hunk of cheese came into my head.
So I am sitting there, thinking, I have lots of time to take off this weight, I have failed so many times, I can start again tomorrow, if I take the antacid before I eat it I will be ok and not have acid reflux.....you know all the excuses we tell ourselves about life and eating and how to get "back at it tomorrow"...THEN this Epiphany hit me.
Do I want to be sitting here this time next year saying the same things to myself as I have for the last two years...three years....ten years...fifteen years...slam...it hit me, I don't have a choice anymore to eat off plan, it is literally now...OR never...
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