I know shallow but I want to wear a bathingsuit without a huge t-shirt covering as much as possible!!!

We usually take a great family vacation every year and every year I try on swim suits and leave in tears - well in Jan 2011 we are again going on a family cruise with my sisters family and dad & his wife and some other families and I WILL BE IN A BIKINI and look great and LOVE IT!!!!

So yeah that's keeping me going and when I get there I hope that the love of my new body & self confidence and sence of pride at what I accomplished will be the motivation to keep me there.