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Originally Posted by want2Bskny
I am typing this as I eat tortilla chips and I must admit that I had ice cream for lunch.
My husband is turning 50 in less than 2 weeks. Instead of a gift he told me that what he wanted most was for me to lose weight, exercise and try and be more productive.
I used to be all of those things by the way..... without anyone asking me to do it.
I am not doing well with this, in fact, I am self sabotaging more than anything.
Also feeling like a complete failure.
Our 10 year anniversary is this Thursday and I was 30 pounds lighter when we married.
All I can say is UGH and I feel completely disgusted.
I need to get myself back on track but I feel myself spiraling the wrong way....
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I am sorry to have to say this, but your husband sounds like a nasty kind of guy. I don't know in what tone of voice he said those things to you, but the things he said sound really really suspicious to me.
I'll deal with them one by one. OK, so he wants you to "lose weight". The first question would be, for me, "Why? Why do you want me to lose weight? Is it because you don't like the way I look with these extra 30lbs (which is not much, by the way)?"
If your
appearance is what motivated him to say this, then I would really ask myself, in your shoes, if you want to be married to this man for one minute longer. Is he so superficial that what you
look like is more important to him than the
personyou are? Do you really want to spend more time with a person who is that shallow?
The marriage vows say something about "for richer or for poorer, in sickness and in health", as far as I remember. They should really say "for fatter or for thinner" as well!!! These concerns with appearances are not healthy for a relationship which is supposed to last for a lifetime. If he is dissatisfied with the way you look at the moment - and I suppose you must both be about the same age, or you might be younger than him - then how are you two supposed to cope with ageing? Will he turn you in for a younger model anyway in another ten years, because you look too old for him?
Perhaps he didn't realize how these remarks came across, but that is how this comment about your weight comes across to me. Very very negatively.
The other thing he asked you to do was to "exercise and try and be more productive". Again, why?
The thing about asking you to "try to be more productive" really takes the biscuit, as we Brits say. Who the heck does he think he is? Your boss? What on earth does he think you are? A machine? Do you do piece-work for him?
Have you not packed enough greeting cards per hour or what?
Unbelievable...
If he really loves you, you will be able to talk to him about these things. If he is as superficial as he comes across to me, then you won't and you may as well cut your losses and get the hell outta Dodge.
This guy will only make you even more unhappy with each passing year if he continues to treat you like this. No man is worth that. A good partner should be your friend and shouldn't treat you like his employee, or some some commodity. A friend doesn't judge you on the basis of your looks or your size.
I know this post of mine is a bit late, but I had to hear a similar comment from my dad last year and it still rankles.
I hope you have found some way to talk to your husband in the meantime and that he has seen the error of his ways.
All the best,
Amanda