Tue, Mar-14-06, 16:26
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Senior Member
Posts: 402
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Plan: South Beach
Stats: 255/234/165
BF:
Progress: 23%
Location: Big Island of Hawaii
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Confession of A Smoke-a-holic!
So I am the WORST kind smoker. I hate myself for ever picking it back up again. 14 months ago I gave birth the the most beautiful baby boy. I had quit prior to getting pregnate. Then, about 4 months ago I was at my BF house. She kept offering me a ciggy so I finally took one. One turned into two which turned into half a pack a day. I never smoke around my DS but the feeling of guilt is overwhelming. I feel that he must have this cough b/c the remanents (sp) of smoke on my clothes, or he must have an ear infetion b/c of the smoke. I just hate that I do this but at the same time I am having a HARD time quiting. I just die for one after work. I go 7 hours without, I should be able to go the whole day. HELP
J
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