Today will be a big test. I'm shopping and having lunch with my chain-smoking landlady! Ay-yi-yi-yi!!
I think if I can make it to the end of next week, I should be okay. I have today to deal with, then any day PMS should be settling in for a few days. If I can get through that, I think I can make it. (fingers crossed...
And just when I couldn't stand it anymore, I found a web site selling Marlboro's for $15.00 a carton - and yes, I ordered some...
I must admit that if I knew anyone that could get me black market ciggies, I probably wouldn't be here now. But, I think rather than skulking around the dark dingy alleys downtown at 2:00 a.m. in search of sketchy looking characters, I'll just hit WalMart today for another weeks worth of lovely nicotine patches!
Atriana: Notice I've avoided your question about the leftover 10? Well, they are still in my freezer. They can live there until March 11, then they go in the trash or down the loo. I haven't smoked one, and it kind of feels like a bigger test of my willingness to really quit if they're that accessable and I can just choose not have one. Know what I mean?
Anyway, keep thinking good thoughts for me! I need all the help I can get this weekend and coming week!!
Thanks everyone! Have a wonderful weekend!!