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I'm hoping that somewhere out there...there is someone that knows how I feel. Someone that maybe has been where I am. I have gained back almost all the weight I had lost, I really was making good progress. And now I'm back to square one. I KNOW this WOL works...why am I having such a bloody hard time getting started.
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I think I know how you feel. And I have been where you are. I lost 100 pounds on CAD once, and drinking brought it all back, along with more.
If you are like me - I had a harder time getting started because as long as I drank and ate like that, I got in a deeper hole health-wise, and it's just plain harder to dig out of a deeper hole. So i think your impression is accurate if that makes you feel any better. It IS getting harder.
Nowadays I am completely off that roller coaster. No more drinking, sugars, or flours, and I feel marvelous. Still losing the extra weight.
But I no longer ever, ever feel like this: "like crap, guilty and sad. That of course leads to further self abuse."
I feel cheerful, hopeful, healthy, and happy. while still fat too, imagine that! I never did successfully reverse that bad pattern using an Atkins or Protein Power approach. I must have failed 100 times on those. The one I used was a moderate carb one, instead.
Even now I don't do well on ZC or heavy-ketosis plans. I think that whatever physiology that makes us susceptible to alcohol, is connected to energy metabolism too, and there is a "sweet spot" where it clicks and many "sour spots" where it sure doesn't.