Fri, Jan-28-05, 11:37
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Plan: Schwarzbein
Stats: 150/150/140
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Location: northeast
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What To Do With The Urge To Eat/Suppress Emotions
Stellamay - I, too, am an emotional eater. Since I started SP last year a big part of my transition to the SP woe has been dealing with when I want to eat for emotional reasons. In starting SP it was really clear to me for the first time that my overeating was related to emotions because on SP I eat great food, regularly, and I'm not usually hungry. When I felt the "urge" to eat, as opposed to being hungry, I knew something was UP.
I started by noticing, just noticing, how I felt. I got more comfortable with this with time. I would see what it felt like when I didn't eat, how long the urge stayed, etc. I would also see what I felt like when I did eat - not the self-recriminations, but how my body felt and what were the feelings I pushed away.
The reality is there is NOTHING you can do to make a feeling go away. That's really what you are asking, "How can I avoid feeling uncomfortable if I can't eat anymore when I am uncomfortable?" For emotional eaters, we just want the feel-good fix. Feeling whatever it is you feel, despite how much you want to get away from it, is the fastest, most effective way to deal with feelings. Once you feel it, it goes away on its own! And, there is important wisdom for us in our feelings - we know ourselves by knowing our feelings. We learn to trust ourselves and see our own significance by allowing our emotions to be present in our lives.
When feelings come up for me and I realize I want to eat, I remind myself that I can either choose Emotional Presence or Acting Out. The feeling will keep coming back until you hear it out, so why not just let it wash over you somewhere safe and go on with loving yourself to your very edges.
With Love,
Kristy
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