I woke, noticed I hadn't seemed to have moved all night and I felt so comfortable in my body. After months and months of not sleeping. Some mornings I wake up so hungry I cry and think no one better get in the way of FOOD.

I looked at the cans of meat I've been eating, which seem like a decent serving of meat - it's only 40 calories. Sometimes that's what I've been having as breakfast and lunch a whole 80 cals in a day. Then after a few days I feel so hungry wild horrible sugar fests follow.

Today I bought vegetables, which I haven't eaten in a long time. I will get some CO oil and butter. I can do protein shakes with cream.

I can't believe I have such a stupid problem and I don't know what to do. I've never paid the slightest attention to calories or macros - I just tried to get a decent amount of protein.