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Originally Posted by Kris S
It has nothing to do with luck. You're only treated as poorly as you allow people to treat you.
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Bullshit. Saying that implies that you're culpable for the actions of others, which you are not. You can only effect your own decisions and actions, not those of others, and people WILL treat you like crap for your physical appearance (be it weight, race, gender, sexuality - whatever) - which has NOTHING to do with the content of your character.
I know this because I am now treated ENTIRELY differently than I was some 14 months ago. This is not an illusion. This is not because I gained intelligence or self-respect. I've always had both. And I defend myself like no one I know - I have a vicious tongue when provoked. This is not because I "allowed" people to treat me badly. If anyone I know who knows me heard someone imply that about me, they'd die laughing. I'll cut someone down to size in an instant. And I didn't act like a loser - I have lived with a massive need to excel at different things just to feel average. And none of that has changed in the short year I've lost this weight. NONE of it. It is not me that has changed in any non-physical way. It IS them. It IS the way I'm perceived.
I am treated differently because I'm thinner. I was not responsible when strangers (STRANGERS - not people who knew me in any way):
- accosted me on my way into a takeout place and then threw their food at my car as I drove away late one night
- mocked me as I walked in the front door of my apartment
- made it known that there was no way I was getting a job for which I was entirely qualified due only to my weight
- physically intimidated me in a bar
- mocked me on a train in front of my brother
- wouldn't look me in the eye when we met
- etc.
- etc.
- etc.
Further, to use some of the most obvious examples in history - and NOT to draw a parallel between their struggles and and those that are undergone by the severely obese in this country, because they are clearly on ENTIRELY different levels of severity - the jews didn't bring it upon themselves when the nazis persecuted them. Blacks didn't bring jim crow on themselves. Reginald Denny didn't get hit in the head with a brick because he brought it on himself. Women didn't bring unequal pay on themselves. Etc. etc. etc.
You are NOT treated badly only because you allow it to happen. Are there times when that's the case? Sure, especially if you are involved with abusive one-on-one relationships. But when strangers treat you badly, it is an ENTIRELY different ballgame. If you are severely overweight in this country you're constantly under mental duress that thin people do not have to put up with. Period. THAT is not their fault.
I am not saying that being overweight is not the fault of the individual - it is. I take full responsibility for where I was physically 14 months ago. But I was NOT responsible for how I was treated by complete strangers every single day.
-j.