Fri, Apr-02-04, 15:43
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Senior Member
Posts: 147
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Plan: My Own
Stats: 154/141/-
BF:
Progress: 0%
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Been off my Paleo WOE for almost 4 months now . . .
And I am feeling bad.
I just went out to buy some new clothes (got a great new job) and nothing in my usual size fits me.
I feel like I shouldn't be complaining. I am not super overweight (about 20 lbs). But I am flabby and jiggly and it makes me sad. I was only on my Paleo WOE for 2 months and I only lost 5 lbs during that time but I knew it was good and I believed in it so much. And then I just sort of slowly fell off the wagon. It seemed like so much work and I don't particularly like vegetables and it was expensive . . .
And I was doing it mainly for my health. I expected some weight loss as a bonus.
And now today I will admit that I feel fat. I feel bad. I want to lose weight. I hate that I feel this way because I hate the media pushing skinny women on us and I want to be able to happy wih myself no matter what size I am. But I don't. I want to be smaller. I want to be fit. I want to be able to wear better clothes.
So, what do I do? How do I get started again? How do I get back intot he healthy mindset? It feels like I am at the bottom of a mountain.
-J
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