Sat, Feb-21-04, 20:42
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Senior Member
Posts: 660
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Plan: Atkins / Isagenix/ IF
Stats: 282.5/210/160
BF:71%/31.66%/20%
Progress: 59%
Location: Los Angeles, California
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This is an AMAZING thread. Thank to everyone who has shared. Strange enough it segways into my recent journal entry and thoughts about a body wrap treatment I just did where I had to get totally naked in front of 10 other people and let someone rub creams and such all over me.
What I won't miss:
- Not doing the exciting things I want to like go out clubbing, scuba diving, horse back riding, belly dancing, etc because I either exceed the weight limit, can't fit into the gear, or am just too embarassed by the "looks" I get.
- Those damn pants rubbing away!
- Going through expensive sneakers like they were nothing because my weight breaks them down.
- The pre-judgment people who look at me dish out
- Hiding the fact that I am trying to lose weight
- Being able to work out and not have people assume that it is to lose weight, or that it is futile!
- Having to wear ugly clothes and wishing I could wear beautiful ones
- Hiding my true self. My ambitions, dreams, desires, because I am afraid.
- Seeing people whispering and thinking they are talking about me
- Pretending that I don't care about my weight and that I love myself as I am
- Thinking my BF will leave me because I am not sexy enough
- Not getting jobs because of what I look like
- Weird rashes and stuff from folds and rolls
- Being the one at a party who is ignored
- Being told that I could be so pretty if...
- Ugly undergarments
Last edited by csolyn : Sat, Feb-21-04 at 20:48.
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