Wed, Mar-16-05, 18:18
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Senior Member
Posts: 1,738
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Plan: Atkins
Stats: 245/241/170
BF:40%/31%/29%
Progress: 5%
Location: Michigan
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Feel like a failure
I really feel like crap. I have been in this stall for a long time, and I want to loose those last 25 pounds!! I am trying, really, I do 100 crunches every morning and night, 25 leg lifts with both legs, and 100 with each leg seperate. While I have noticed, and even my husband commented, that my belly "pooch" from having 2 c-sections and a hysterectomy, is smaller than it has been since high school, and he could actually feel my stomach muscles the other night , I still feel like a failure!! I was told by a nurse while she was checking my body fat that I should only get down to 165 for my frame, then my body fat would be in the good range. I only miss the good range by 3 percentage points, but I want to be smaller. I feel flabby in the thighs, but when I see a picture of myself, even in shorts, I look good to me, just not in the mirror!! What is going on?? Does anyone else think that I may have the "winter blues" and just need to get out? I have been going to the tanner a couple of days a week, but I am tired all of the time, and feel depressed too!! Any suggestions??
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