
Thu, Jan-19-06, 15:06
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New Member
Posts: 5
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Plan: Atkins
Stats: 230/219/135
BF:
Progress: 12%
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Trying to make this work...
Hello. I am new to the forum here. I have tried Atkins in the past but never really stuck with it. I quit smoking in September '05 and now am working on the weight. Wow I miss bread and cannot find the low carb bread I used to get at the grocery store anymore 
I started my low carb venture on 1/11/06 at 230 lbs. (15 of which were added in last 4 months of not smoking). Today I am at 222lbs. Not bad for a week I guess. I still have trouble seeing myself tolerating this for much longer. I physically do feel better, as I always did when doing low carb, but I wish I could mix in just a few common foods like bread. I am discovering lots of interesting recipes but still have not found one that satisfies as a sandwich bread. Many recipes are too high in carbs.
I have two children, son is five and daughter is turning 3 in a week and a half. I need to get in shape to keep up with them! It is hard making meals for my husband and kids and then having to bypass 50% of what they are getting. I find myself frustrated a lot...almost angry that I have to make sacrifices when others are not (some leftover frustration with quitting smoking when my husband continues to do so). I don't want to go through this with such resentment. I am doing this for my own good, and my kids, but part of me is feeling isolated and like I will be more quietly resentful even as I lose. Kinda like "Don't be happy for me if you didn't have to go through anything yourself". I hope this bitterness passes. I also hope I am not the only one feeling this way. It is so hard to make these types of changes....physically and mentally. I hope this forum helps to motivate me. It was a forum which helped me stick with the smoking quit so maybe I can be successful at this too. Good luck to everyone! Thank you.
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