Tried to go "no coffee" yesterday but back on coffee this morning after watching my head fall off & roll under the desk.
Yes, just kidding. It only felt like it'd fallen off my shoulders. I simply woke up amid a great mental fog & found after an hour of consciousness, it was actually a deeper fog than at first. No, nope, nada! Can't live without books & thinking & reading & mentally digesting facts from others' research on LC/ZC living!
It only sounds like an excuse. Worded bluntly, I'm a coffee addict. Like it only black but strong & burning hot. Even in desert summer. Switch to Lipton iced tea (I brew it myself from bags) after a few hours. Drink that tea cold from the fridge with nothing added. Nirvana ...
Sometimes I can go over the edge into extremism, wanting to be perfect in all ways. Not going to happen. I think I might go to the grave having one last cup of coffee before I climb into my casket. (Actually I'm going to be cremated, so make that one last cup of coffee before I climb into the oven.)
Wow, that was a bit grim, wasn't it? Sorry about that. But I think coffee & I are married "until death do us part." That's all I was saying.
I don't think coffee is bad on ZC/LC. I think coffee is just a matter of matter over mind. I've got no mind without the matter of coffee. That's all I was saying.
What's more important to me right now is that I stay 100% on my carnivore way of life. I mean, consuming nothing solid in the form of food but animal flesh & what comes of animal life. I eat meat -- mostly beef & chicken -- & also some eggs.
Bacon still hasn't captured my taste buds. I bought a package of already cooked bacon on Tuesday. This is Thursday. Still haven't tried it. Probably will be the last I buy since it isn't cheap.
Next trip to Walmart, I'll probably pick up a small package of Real Bacon Bits to add the taste of bacon to an omelette, the only real interest I have in bacon being to act as a taste sub for cheese. I do love cheese & cheese do love me, as some of you know who've been reading my journal awhile.
For now, for about a week, I'm eating mostly eggs & ground beef, having latched onto some that's 27% fat at Walmart. Now that the two cups of strong black coffee are percolating through my brain, I can remember the late 1950s when my mother would send me out to the market with a dollar bill to buy 4 pounds of ground beef while it was on sale. Oh, the times they are a-changin' ... Food was cheaper in the past, but wages were also a lot lower, the two seeming to go up or down together.
I've been told that eating meat only -- that is, living as a modern carnivore -- is too expensive. Not true. It's about $10 a week cheaper for me than it was when I was LC, eating only the carbs in green salads a la Atkins. But I'm only buying fresh meat & eggs in their shells. No processed meat. No eggs in the liquid form. Nothing processed. The only plant-based food I knowingly consume is coffee or tea. Both of those come from trees or bushes ... not animals. Okay, so that's okay for me now. I require a certain amount of conscious awareness & that's what plain coffee & tea give me.
If I can be true to anything right now, I can be true to ZC living as defined in ZIOH (Facebook group of Charles Washington, Zeroing in on Health) as eating nothing but animal flesh or products, as in eggs from chickens. Other than plain coffee or tea, I drink only water.
I believe what I've read by others that ZC living is, first of all, for health ... not weight loss. I've lost no weight as of yet via ZC but my clothes are looser. My body is a-changin' even if the scale stays the same. I believe the same can happen for many living LC. It just didn't happen for me over 8-9 months, so now you know why I went ZC as in carnivore, not just pseudo-foods with the carbs stripped out of them. I eat real food from real animals. Nothing processed except the coffee or tea I drink.
Am I trying to persuade others to go ZC this way? No. I am here just to talk about my own experience. I've no idea what's best for anyone else, but for me, ZC carnivore style seems best.
I feel better eating this way. I experience little to no hunger. I eat to live, not live to eat. I stick with a few basic foods since having more than a few makes me think more often of food, planning food, designing recipes, all the other kinds of food obsession that go with a varied menu. I eat plain meat, usually some form of beef or chicken, plus eggs daily. The only variety I add is I cook the eggs in butter. This is what works for me. Keeping it simple. Keeping it plain. The only seasoning I use is sea salt, the unadulterated sea salt that comes in a grinder.
My life before LC, which came before ZC for me, was a life with almost a constant thought about food. Living mostly on carbs as a vegan or vegetarian for the previous ten years, I had to think about food often. It wasn't an obsession with food so much as hunger that kept me thinking of food. I had to eat every couple hours due to hunger. Okay, I mostly made good choices of carb foods during that decade & earlier since I came of age before America got into the fast-food obsession of instant meals from the freezer or nearby fast-food outlet. So most of what I ate was unprocessed whole grains, unprocessed vegetables, & fresh fruits.
Carbs cause hunger. Atkins said it. I believe it. If you want to be hungry all the time, eat carbs. For me, due to my past with food, the situation was particularly dire. I found in LC that the only way I could quell hunger was to take carbs down to nearly nothing, 1-6 grams daily. That means eating nothing with carbs in it but the little that's in eggs plus a small green salad. I lost 10 pounds that year, then stopped. That's when I started ZC. I've started & stopped ZC several times since last November. But each time I've gone off ZC back to LC, I've not needed long to realize it was for me a mistake. I'm impulsive at times, too impulsive, but knowing & accepting me as I am, I've learned to be a more careful carnivore. I don't think changing one's way of eating necessarily changes one in other ways other than health & weight loss. I'm the same person. I'm just a carnivore by choice today.